The long journey continues; 

The roadshow rolls on.

I am different but the same. 

Out of the valley of darkness,

In sight of sunlit uplands.

Grateful I don’t want to die every day

And that joy sometimes appears.

Nothing to be tethered to;

Nothing to hold on to;

No place to get to;

No cloud to float on:

No destination. 

I’m walking the middle path:

The four noble truths,

The 12 steps of recovery,

The friendships in fellowship 

The love of a beautiful woman 

All anchor me in the now.

Finally I am here, vulnerable, imperfect, 

Learning to give as well as to receive.

Teachable, not in charge