The sea has cast me up upon the beach 

I feel the heat of the sun on my back 

Somewhere in the distance birds cry 

And I sense a new energy in my bones

Life, with its sufferings, its brevity

The inevitability of pain, 

Has retreated with the tide

And now possibilities 

Ol love and connection are opening up

Somehow I've arrived 

On the shore of hope

Where but to think is no longer 

To be full of sorrow 

And leaden eyed despairs

But to behold the joy that

A new vantage point 

Opens up for me 

Free from the blinkers 

Of anguish 

:

After years in the dead zone 

Iā€™m in the land of the living

I watch children play

Without despairing 

At the hopelessness of it all

I'm awash with the colour

And exuberance 

I struggle to pin down this new horizon 

So that it will never leave me

But like the sandcastle trapped 

Before the inrushing tide

The effort is doomed to fail

Life inexorable, relentless, unfathomable  

Is running the show 

And it refuses to stay the same 

The dark voices are at my shoulder

Telling me their time will come again 

But for now I'm resting In the revelation 

That I belong here, that this really is my home